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Thursday, April 15, 2010

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as the days pass, and on nights that i lay on my bed, reflecting on the things that i've been through, i realised how i became who i am today. the people and events who have, in one way or another, played a part in molding me today. i've been through a lot although i've only been through 21 years of life. i've seen more life and death than many other ppl did. death in this aspect referred to people dear to me. not just any tom, dick or harry. i've seen how they went through torments due to medications and therapies. i've heard hypocritical and nasty words. i was accused for things i never did. i was told how unfriendly, how evil and how anti-social i was. i was told that i should change this aspect and that aspect of me. people tell me how lousy i was to them and how i should change my attitude towards them. but little did they realise the fact that they were nowhere better. just because i don't voice it out didn't mean that i agree with you. it doesn't mean you could take me for a pushover either. it doesn't matter who you are to me, for in this realistic society, how many people actually spared a thought for others? we are all but selfish people who are concerned only for ourselves. so, if i don't expect anything from you, do not expect anything out of me either. i may once be so trusting and naive but who i am today is no longer that innocent little girl you once knew. we all grow. the only difference lies in when and the rate we grow. if you disagree, it's only because you haven't learn or that we live in different worlds where you probably live in your ivory tower and i am not interested in your world just like how you are not interested in mine. nevertheless, i am really glad to have met great friends in my life! those who has seen me in my worse and still there for me despite what everybody else has claimed about me. we may not meet everyday but it doesn't mean we don't care because we are just a call away, regardless of where we are. to end, love me for who i am or leave me alone. i love myself the way i am. do not expect me to change for you because you're but a nobody to me if i have to change to please you for it is impossible to please everyone.

4/15/2010 12:27:00 AM;